i think that this two days were last week's thursday and friday. they were kind of okay.

slacked quite a lot during lessons.

so as usual during one of the free periods, shu ying and i went to sit at the back and watch others or talk some crap stuffs.

so we were watching nicole, jiaxin, hui qi, jingyi, ziyan, melody...and i think should have some others. i forgot.
they were playing truth and dare AS USUAL...
and i think melody kana.
so they were like daring her to say i love you to rayson.
AND SHE REALLY DID.

actually this happened when i was playing with shu ying with them... im not posting in chronological order cos all this are like erm... so long ago?

ANOTHER TIME... i think it was tuesday.
last tuesday ahem...
during assembly mr rafeek was like announcing the names of those teachers who were absent from school that day.
and those teachers who were in charge of our class for that day and was absent were: miss teo, mdm karima, and mr faizal.(i was in mdm aisha's class actually but since we have already finished our home econs syllabus, she came to our class that day and there was free period for us.)
so hen everyone went back to class we were like celebrating(not really) for a few wonderful seconds...
WHEN
our happiness was disrrupted by a relief teacher.
wah lao!
haiz...
so we got some dumb compre to do.
it was so damn freaking easy so i dont noe wads the point of them asking us to do it.
waste my pen ink only lah.
the worse thing was...there were answers behind the paper.
BUT I DIDNT COPY!hahas...i noe better.
want to occupy our time then think of other ways lah.
crazy one.

then during home econs period mdm aisha came into our class(as i mentioned earlier).
this time it was the boys who played truth and dare.
its kind of getting quite popular in my class i must admit.
so at one point in time they were getting too noisy.
so they shushed each other(apparently too loudly)
then mdm aisha was like...
what happen? somebody die isit?
lols.

then on the last friday of the school term, we were let of quite early.
so i was with zhengfei, huang qing, kai yi and yan hong waiting for band, not all of us were from band though.
they were crapping away while i was stoning with huang qing and kai yi.

then suddenly kevin came over. he was like eating so much, coming over occasionay with seaweed and some other junk food.
so this time was chocolate milk.
he took a chair and sat.
then tin hang came over and whacked kevin on the head for not bringing the essential elements.
at this point in time, kevin finished his last slurp and dumped the whole empty packet in tin hang's pocket. sad lah... unfortunately, the packet still had some remains of chocolate milk.
so the REMAINS spilled out in tinhang's pocket...
and dirtied his wallet. hahas. then later he wiped it on my bag.
i was like wahlao.
so zhengfei took revenge for me.
hahas. she took my waterbottle and poured it onto his bag.
then later when he came again, she told him that his bag had just taken a showere in ribena.
SURPRISINGLY, HE WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO BELIEVE IT!
so thinking that it was ribena, he hit me again. then sad lah. i had to tell him that it was water in the end cos i was afraid that he would pour ice cream on my bag on another day.


thats the end of it.

about the report book...
it was totally gone case.
the highest in class was 69%.
mine was 66.3%.
then our class position diff is like 6 positions.
and 69% is like 16th in the whole level.
66.3% is like 43rd in the whole level.
look at the diff in the positions.
wth lah...

and the comments that mdm malar gave me was like this:
Elaine is a QUIET and conscientious student. she demonstrates the ability to use good judgement in carrying out her tasks.

wow. i didnt noe that i was quiet. i noe that rachel ong and valerie would laugh at the word.
they noe me toooooo well.
cos i was scolded by mrswee in class last year for talking to much. even when i was in P1, P2, P3, P4 and P5.
this was the first time i was labeled as QUIET. its quite an achievement though. i hated it when my primary school teachers scolded me in front of everybody that i talked too much.

thats all for today.
and i realised that i have been sacrificing so many things for band. like primary school class gatherings which i dearly wished to go. and i havent even gone back to btps for like since the beggining of the year.
haiz....

karima is weird again.
she changed?
after reading wad shu ying wrote about her...
wow
kaes nvm about that.

haiz.
although maths got A1 for the sa1, the stupid commont test 3 sure pull it down to like erm...
A2 or B3.
wa lao.
cos stupid ct3 got an accursed C5
damn lar.

i hate ct3

so miss ng was like letting us wacth 'my fair lady' in the music room.
the girl called eliza really sounded like(no offence lar)
meenakshi.
then the idiot boys were talking sick again.
they were talking sick stuff about siddharth.(as i heard from bharath later on.)
seriously... how sick can they get?
irritating sia.

then stupid bharath is threatening to hand my name over to mdm malar for using phone in class.
wa lao.
shit him.
so many people use then he never complain. only complain about the girls.
then nicole's phone kana consfiscated.
so after school, she, zi yan and zi yan's brother went to chase bharath around the school for like damn long.(heard this from bharath.)

everyday emo during recess with shu ying.
talking about some rubbish. which no one needs to noe.

then today miss teo didnt have lessons with us cos three damn idiots(boys again) didnt do their homework so she cant go through.
so the whole lesson was lyk wasted just like that!
so i was practically cursing the whole damn lesson.
then i did my tuition homework.
the class was like damn noisy lar.

wanted to scream and ask them to shut up.
seriously.

in fact today was kind of crappy.
during recess i was about to bring the cup to the containers when shu ying knocked it off the table.
she _______?

then in the morning ot this stupid ne rep meeting.
so we went to class late.
as 1/1 was having chinese lessons with us, thy were in our class.
wad the heck.
first thing step into the classroom was to hear tin hang(from band) say 'HA!'
kind of remindss me of nat khor last year.
then super pai seh.

haiz...
science got B4.
i seem to be getting all Bs.

hate my marks seriously.

thats all for now.

hahas... got a new phone at last.
k nvm abt that.
so today in the morning, mrs terrence was like,"i noe that u guys all like to blog. but do not use inappropriate words in your posts. i noe that some of u, especially the upper sec like to scold teachers using vulgarities. please, when we tell u that your skirt is too short or when ur hair is to long, we are doing wad we are supposed to do."

this may seem stupid but it caught my interest, not at first but later on.
at first i was like thinking, wow... the upper secs are really __________?
but i think i sort of agreed with them.
as in like not really against them in using vulgarities on their blog.

cos wad happened during ct period was really terrible.
all thanks to the teachers.
mdm malar say that she going to print out our stuffs and complaints that we wrote last week.
wth?????????????????????
then that karima 还 敢 敢 说 she wont publicise it.
but she stilll go read out to the class.
nvm abt that.
bt now that malar want to print out.
seriously going to scream.
she is intruding upon our privacy.
then now i want to really scold them some really undesirable words.
but i wont do it here...

ppl say
that we are loners
ppl say
that we dunt like them
ppl say
that they dont like us
ppl say all this
cos we dont listen
to their words
why?
do they ever think?
how did they treat us?
how did they look at us?
how they ignored us?
NO. they did not.
they do not care.
they hate us cos
WE ARE LONERS.
so what?
we dunt like them either.
shocked
im shocked by their attitude.
disgusted
im disgusted at hw they behave
hurt
im feeling really hurt by how they treat us.
unhappy at all this
cos i cant stand it
freaking out everyday
emoing everyday
slacking everyday
all in school.
all happening in school
why
why
why
what did i do to deserve this?
someone please answer me.
when will this stop?
when?
by the looks of it,
it may never end.
sobbing quietly
the only thing i can do
no one cares
except for my friends
sadly they r nowhere near
far away from this school
suffering everyday
thinking everyday
thinking of whether
tomorow will be a better day.
will it???
i really hope so.


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im sick of u
glaring at me for
no apparent reason
u claimed that u r not
fine at that time u did not
but after that especially around this period
dont think that i dunno
why must u do that
do u hate me that much
if u do
why not tell me
straight in the face
i would rather that u do that
u are partly contributing to my stress
i keep on asking myself
wad have i done to u
to be deserved to be treated this way
can u answer me?
if u cant then dont do it
dont u noe that its rude to glare?
dont make me hate u
please
im begging u
to stop doing it
or if not tell me wad u think of me
that would solve part of my problems
and i would thank u for giving me the reason
so that my mind can be at rest
and i would stop asking myself why.


TO SOMEONE

is it so nice to do that?
why do u like it
its really cheap of u
can u please stop?
dont make me disgusted.

To ANOTHER SOMEONE

u r sooo
IRRITATING
not only do i think so
but other think that
of u
u r always holding up the class
u r always atracting attention
can u stop being an attention seeker?
u always get on my nerves
i always feel like slapping u.


CONCLUSION
my life is always so miserable
i really love last year
i am getting soooooo pissed of by everything.
seriously...

aaaarrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
k, nvm u dunno wad im screaming for but before i tell you why,
aaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
okay, thats better.
i hate the picture on my ez-link card!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so damn freaking out... oh look at the horror...
k nvm.
NO ONE KNOWS... OR MAYBE SOME...
k, so after shu ying and i received the card, we screamed and...
jumped down the building.
nO LAH... JST joking
we slapped on eoprints over the picture and thats that... yeah...
this happened quite some time ago, but its still worthwhile posting it...


then on a RANDOM monday...we had to stay back.
so yeah we had to stay back.
i went out with nicole, jing yi and jie ru...
on the bus we were talking about this so called popular guy in our class. we were not talkin but more of critising lah...and i find him totally disgusting.
then got this group of girls(from our class but im not going to say who) keep on talking about him.
damn bloody disgusting stuff they talk about...


On another day,
shu ying and i were waiting for 143(i take this bus sometimes.)...
then suddenly got this itchy, wet and sticky feeling on my leg.
i screamed???
i forgot what i did. but i could gurantee that that was the first time i dared to touch
a worm...
then at home got this stupid fly which i unsuccessfully did not manage to squash crawling on my leg again...
i was jst wondering why there are like so many insects crawling on me?
i mean its not that im smelly or wad...
its just totally weird.

on any exam day(i forgot which)
i think it was higher chinese.
so we had it in the hall...
then king yan(sec 2 senior) was like jst beside me.
actually i kind of like mysitting position...
cos it was at the back... so yeah.
And...i wont be surprised if i failed my chinese.

ELAINE NG:
13, 2 November 1996
Commonwealth military Band, Flute.
loves green + grey, hates onions and _______onions,e.g.spring onions, and whatever that looks and tastes like onion-y sutffs,e.g. leek, although they are green too. boldunderlineitalicsstrikeout

Dont mind the man talking at the beginning of the piece.

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